prayer

I AM A FUCKING CHILD

IM A TODDLER HAVING A TANTRUM

IM HERE CRYING I CANT HAVE EVERYTHING 

I WAS BORN CROWNED, GOD,

WHERE'S MY PRIZE FOR SURVIVING EARTH

FOR A WHOLE OF 24 YEARS

HEY IM ALIVE HI, DOWN HERE

THIS ANT? THIS SPECK?

THAT'S YOUR DAUGHTER

YOU SENT DOWN IN A BODY

TO BRING MANKIND A NEW AEON

I'M STILL FUCKING HERE

WHAT IS THIS, DIVINE PUNISHMENT?

THANKS FOR ALL THE FRIENDS I FOUND,

DELICIOUS SOULS AND EVERYTHING,

AND ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN I'VE LOVED -

THAT WAS SOME GOOD SEX INDEED.

I'M DONE NOW, MOTHER,

SO FUCKING OBLITERATE THIS MEAT PRISON

SEND DOWN MY BROTHER MICHAEL

GET HIM TO CUT IT IN HALF

WITH MY FLAMING SWORD I LEFT FOR HIM TO USE

WHILE I'M NOT AS DIVINE AS I WAS MEANT TO BE.

I MISS MY WINGS, MOTHER

THESE MORTALS ONLY SEE A WOMAN

AND I'M USED TO BURNING EYES WHEN I'M IN MY TRUE FORM

AND THEN THEY WONDER

WHY MY AURA'S THIS MAGNETIC

WHY MY EYES ARE BLACK AS TARTARUS

FUCK THIS SHIT AND FUCK THE TRAUMA

I AM LIGHT INCARNATE

THE FUCK IS HEROIN, I WAS RAISED BREATHING

AMBROSIA, WHAT THE FUCK'S A PSYCHIATRIST

THIS SHIT WAS FUN FOR THE FIRST FEW YEARS

FUCKING GET ME BACK WHERE I BELONG

OR ELSE I'LL WREAK HAVOC ON YOUR NEAT LITTLE KINGDOM

ONCE I GET BACK UP THERE